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Hey, where is my blog yesterday? Couldn't find it. Was it not saved or published? I really got confused.
But after I calmed down, I asked myself: was the blog really that important? To you yourself or to the others? But to be honest, I havn't seen many comments so it didn't matter at all to others. And then what about yourself? Writting blogs is like the traditional diary-writing and its purpose it to record some of your deeds or thoughts for that day. I don't use blogs to share music or photos with others. The fact is I have a exclusive website for the photos I take on yahoo. For music, the same case. My conclusion is: writting blogs is more like a outlet of my emotions. Maybe you will agree with me. So if you did write and your anger or happiness was already released, the content was so not important again.
My life stays still. If I compare myself this moment to me five years ago, there are not too many differences, except I wear more wrinkles on my face or little more on my bank account book. All the rest is unchanged at all. Many people say, life is full of changes and if a life is empty of any change, what's the point then? Look around myself, many of my friends are promoted, motivated, married or had children. I was all blank in these aspects. I really feel I am a loser.
God bless me!