little cheese

I don't want to say much, but hope each word is true from heart.

I didn't think it meant much when you gave your first hug on that cold day; I didn't know how to think of you when we two stayed together for the first whole day, let alone the first night.
When I walked you through the long passage to the subway, I was neither excited nor longing. Hesitate was I then, about how I should say goodbye to you.

But you kissed me, careful and warm. No matter how you'd talked or kept silence, this was your first real talk to me, in my heart. You surely made it very clear, although I was not sure, for I didn't know, should I be happy or worried.


Now 24 hours have passed, and when I was having dinner with my friends. They looked at me, as if they knew everthing. They all thought I was worried about it.

It was like the hairs of newly born kittens, short and fine, almost invisible. But I know they are there, up and down with each breath. Soft, warm a little wet, so tender to be forgotten- was your farewell kiss.

Even so, I didn't know what you might bring to me, nor do I know what I might bring to you. I didn't know even till now, actually.All I know is that everything you have done, is much better and more than my expectation, yes, from the very beginning, like your first hug, first kiss. One day, when asked, how is it going between me and you? I said, nothing serious. Just very deep in love.

So great, I thought such love will never happen to me. I don't want to say much here, for I can not recall the past month, by splits of minutes and seconds. They are continuous missing, unbreakable gaze, deep kiss. They are truly everything I happen to have prayed for. Or even better.

O,my little cheese, how can you be so sweet?

I don't say how much I love you,and the answer is all in those kisses. I hope I can keep saying and kissing you, warmly, deeply, quietly, crazily,unconditionedly, with each of them from bottom of my heart.