'Is everything okay with you?' my friend asked on the phone. I must sound very tired or weird.' She wanted a dinner together and nice chat about this new year ,after she came back from her hometown.
'Eh, nothing but some family problems.' Lying in bed, I had no strength to explain. And how should I explain to her though? It's long story, too long to explain over a phone call. And why should I trouble my friend with some a troublesome event? To destroy her very festive mood,( at least the new year is not totally over yet.)
Ones of the darkest and gloomiest days, I should say,the last week belonged. Who once says sorrow and joy always go hand in hand?!It seems that,every breath follows a sigh, which weighs heavier and heavier on my chest.
It's not the new year's fault, but really 2008 new year sucks. VERY MUCH.
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