if possible

If possible!
After long thought, I decided to cancel posting a blog entitled 'to tip or not', which is about changing pratise of tipping in China. Although there's no serious reason , still I kinda think it must be helpful to stop some embarassement for those visiting China with a very outdated guidance book.

Greatly moved by blogs by a friend of mine now studying in Paris. She is now becoming faithful vegetarian for the good of her hospitalized father. In her today's post, entitled

IfIf possible, I wish I fly to your side now,If possible, I wish you be safe ,If possilbe, I wish to exchange for your health with my ten years' life,If possible, I will never eat meats to pray to buddha,If possible, if possible.Father, I will love you forever, and give me an chance to repayyour love too.ps: Father already farts after medication by Dr Chen. Thank you doctor and Buddha!Father,you will be fine and we will never give you up.The idea really works( I am writing her email to be sure of it). I am witness myself ,for all those hundreds of wishes and promises I made to Buddhas in Burma, for my parents, (no matter how hard they now persuade me to take some meat for nuitrions. I keep the real reason secret to them).