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Feb 27, 2009

rain more rain

A new record is born.

Incessantly from Feb.14 till 28th, for 14 days,  2009 has already replaced 1973 (11 days) and become the year with most raining days in February; as well, the total rainfall ranked the second in history; and   during the last two weeks, scared we survived 2267 times of lightening and thunder totaled  for 12 hours as well, hailstones in sizes of dove eggs hitting  Hangzhou and surrounding areas on 26th. 

And, the weatherman predicts that the rain will continue longer. Since I've been very free lately, so let it rain, let it rain more rain. I could enjoy more music and movies at home.

Joanna Wong's new album' Joanna $王若琳' is a real surprise.

Oscar was a very fun night, and among its movies, I like Slumdog millionaire,and  Doubts  the most. Slumdog, really like a fairy tale and  a travel documentary  mixed stands out so  easily with its special skills of shooting and story-telling . 
Doubts is so inspiring about human nature,  and  Meryl Streep, and the actress for the black boy's mom, displayed very  convincing  actings. I think  they both should win the oscars.
The reader didn't win me actually. The story is interesting but the plot,  and shooting are too vague and weak in telling the history and roles.

Feb 22, 2009

sound of silence

The other day, I got an album entitled 'Breathing in love', supposed to be soft and meditative music. And really it does turn out to be. However, among only four pieces of music recorded, 'seeing the beautiful','watching the breath', 'dancing the beauty'; one called' relaxing into silence' is a real surprise, which, with only exceptions of two ringing bells at the very beginning, is void of any sounds for rest of over 15 minutes. Instead of relaxing, I hurried into checking and wondering possible anything wrong with my laptop before I finally calmed down and then delete it clearly.

Feb 21, 2009

new night light


together with three wooden cats from Indonesia

Feb 18, 2009

Feb 17, an insignificant day? 2

Barely China talks about this day and this history, either on the 20th anniversary in 1999 or 30th in 2009. But on this day, in 1979, China sent over 200,000 of troops into northern border of Vietnam, thus starting the Sino-Vietnamese war, or known as the third Indochina war.

One year before Vietnam signed an alliance pact with USSR, which was to engulf China militarily; In Nov same year, Vietnam invaded neighbouring Cambodia and Khemer Rougue regime, an alloy of China; As well, border attacks and discrimination of ethnic Chinese in Vietnam all led Deng Xiaoping to decide to punish Vietnam for their betrayal and humiliation upon Chinese for their over 25 years enormous economic and military assistance between 1950-75.

Fighting was short but intense. The Chinese advanced about forty kilometers into Vietnam, occupying the city of Lang Son on 6 March. There they claimed the gate to Hanoi was open, declared their punitive mission achieved, and withdrew. The real reason for their seemingly abrupt withdrawal is disputed. A lasting result of this conflict is that Vietnam maintains a large standing army to this day.

Relations between China and Vietnam remained low until 1989. The Vietnamese government continuously requested an official apology from the Chinese government for its invasion of Vietnam, but the Chinese government refused to apologize. Te catalyst to improved relations between was the Tiananmen Square crackdown, at which point, Vietname showed great support for the Chinese measures. After the normalization of relations in 1990, Vietnam officially dropped its demand for an apology.The December 2007 announcement of a plan to build a Hanoi-Kunming highway was a landmark in Sino-Vietnamese relations. The road will traverse the border that once served as a battleground. It should contribute to demilitarizing the border region, as well as facilitating trade and industrial cooperation between the nations.

Feb 17, 2009

Feb 17, an insignificant day? 1


In early 1999, in a village in northwest Cambodia, an elderly man introduced himself to a journalist.

He was Hong Pen, he said, a former teacher from the capital, Phnom Penh. He spoke good English and was wearing the T-shirt of an American aid organisation. But the journalist recognised his face - it matched a photograph he had carried with him for several months. The picture was of Comrade Duch, the former head of Tuol Sleng prison.

There, during the four years of Khmer Rouge rule, an estimated 17,000 men, women and children were interrogated and tortured. Then they were killed, their bodies tossed into mass graves.

The chance meeting with the journalist led to Duch's detention.

On Tuesday he becomes the first of the surviving Khmer Rouge leaders to go on trial at Cambodia's UN-backed genocide court.

He has argued that he was obeying orders from above and that he would have been killed if he had defied his superiors.

But that is unlikely to earn him forgiveness in a country where what happened at Tuol Sleng has become the most powerful and prominent symbol of the atrocities that took place under the Khmer Rouge regime.

School teacher

Duch was born Kaing Guek Eav in the central province of Kampong Thom in the early 1940s.

He excelled at mathematics and so won places at top schools.

After graduation he studied for his teaching certificate in Phnom Penh. It was there that he met students from China and became drawn to communist ideology.Later he became a high school teacher, earning a reputation as a tough and exacting instructor. But his leftist activism had attracted the attention of the police and in the late 1960s he was detained for several months.

By then conflict was spreading through the country. US and south Vietnamese forces had invaded Cambodia in search of communists from north Vietnam. They bombed swathes of eastern Cambodia, driving villagers into the arms of leftist rebels fighting the unpopular US-backed government.

Duch joined the rebels, who were calling themselves the Khmer Rouge. He served as a sector security chief and, in 1971, spent three months interrogating captured French anthropologist Francois Bizot.

Mr Bizot described him as a "truth seeker", someone "looking for the absolutes in life". He later learned that his release came about because Duch was convinced of his innocence and had appealed on his behalf.

It was a rare act of mercy from Duch, who was soon to be promoted.

Killing fields

On 17 April 1975, after years of fighting, Khmer Rouge guerrillas took Phnom Penh. It was the start of nearly four years of horror for Cambodia.

Currency was abolished and city dwellers sent to work in the fields, where hundreds of thousands starved to death. Enemies of the regime - a designation that was interpreted broadly - were eliminated with chilling efficiency.

Photographs of some of the prisoners executed at Tuol Sleng

Tuol Sleng, of which Duch became the director, was a key part of that killing machine. The regime's most prominent jail, also known as S21, was housed in a former high school in the centre of the city.

Thousands of people - officials from the old government, those accused of being middle class and latterly mainly Khmer Rouge members suspected of disloyalty - were brought to the prison.

Their presence in Tuol Sleng meant that they had already been condemned. Once inside, they were weighed and photographed. Then the questioning began.

Prisoners were told to write detailed confessions setting out their disloyalty. They were told to admit they were spies and implicate friends and family. Refusing to confess was not an option, and those that tried were brutally tortured. Many were tortured anyway.

Top-ranking prisoners were kept alive for months to ensure that their confessions - in some cases methodically checked and annotated by Duch - were complete. Less important inmates were processed in a shorter time. Either way, the final journey was the same.

Prisoners were taken to the "killing fields" at Choeung Ek, a few kilometres outside Phnom Penh. There they were killed, sometimes after digging their own graves.

Children of the condemned were not spared. Today a sign stands next to a tree at Choeung Ek. It reads: "Killing tree against which executioners beat children".

Less than a dozen prisoners are known to have survived incarceration at Tuol Sleng. When a Vietnamese invasion forced the Khmer Rouge from power in January 1979, a photographer found inmates' corpses rotting in the otherwise deserted building.

'Couldn't help'

The Khmer Rouge retreated to strongholds in the northwest, and Duch went with them.

He spent years living on the border with Thailand. He learned to speak English and at several points worked for aid organisations. He also returned to teaching and, in the mid-1990s, converted to Christianity.

When photojournalist Nic Dunlop identified him in April 1999, he had settled with his children near Battambang.

In a subsequent interview with Mr Dunlop and another journalist, Nate Thayer, he talked of his role at Tuol Sleng. He had done very bad things, he said, but the orders came from the Khmer Rouge's central committee.

"Whoever was arrested must die. It was the rule of our party," he said. "S21 had no right to arrest anybody. We had the responsibility to interrogate and give the confession to the central committee of the party."

Almost eight years later, in an interview with the British newspaper, The Independent, he said he could not have changed anything.

"If I had tried to flee, they were holding my family hostage, and my family would have suffered the same fate as the other prisoners in Tuol Sleng. If I had fled or rebelled it would not have helped anyone," he said.

Duch has spent much of the last decade in detention. In July 2007 he was charged with crimes against humanity by the genocide tribunal.

In the coming weeks and months, the court will decide whether a man who presided over an estimated 17,000 executions can really claim to have been powerless to prevent any of them.


Feb 12, 2009

'Into thin air'

Surprised to hear the weatherman reported about a record hot Feb day today with temperature hitting already 28 degrees celcius. However, on the contrary, while continuing reading an adventure book titled 'Into thin air', I felt a bone-chilling cold instead of the heat.

Now I am happy I didn't hesistate to pay 305 rs for it at a bookstore in Thamel, Nepal, even though it turned out to be just a pirated copy. A personal account of the Mt. Everest disaster by Jon Kratkauer,a freelance writer who was sent by a outside magazine to Nepal to participate and write about a guilded ascent of Mt. Evereset. On May 10, 1996, he and his teammates, did succeed in climbing to the summit, but he and other climbers, unfortunately were wrapped up in a totally unwarned snowstorm. The cost was terribel. Four in his team were killed, and nine in four climbers group lost their lives, and three other more lives were lost before the month was out.

For most readers like me, who can only look up and dream about Mt. Everest, it's a great chance to follow step by step with the author from Kathmandu to the mountain and have a very close-up and detailed idea of all perils about this deadly sport. Moreever, during the most deadly disaster of Mt Everest in history, I couldn't help being moved by the book's extremely honest record of all personalities, including himself, when faced with life-and-death choices and making judgement about saving energy for oneself or trying to save other lives, and heartening heroism.

Feb 10, 2009

prince frog


My five-year-old nephew, born in the year of monkey, behaves naughty, active and clever,just like a monkey. But when we nickname him 'a little monkey', he likes to correct us.

' I'm a little prince frog', he always says that. Besides hopping like a frog, he can mimic the frog sound of 'gu-gu' and then catching a bug with his tongue out.

Feb 1, 2009

Mushrooming



Hopefully like this!

'Hopeful travel' is my pre-destined name

The other day my father excitedly opened a thick book in brown hard cover to me, and it turned out to be the ancestral book recording our family name's origin, generations, and nobles and their great achievements.

Certainly I could understand why my father acted excited. And I was sure that my uncles and other relatives in this family must have shared it too. Because the last time this ancestral record was revised about 70 years ago, and common practice of revision within ten or fifteen years to record new births and deaths, unfortunately was halted due to social unrest in modern China, including Japanese invasion, civil wars, and all Mao's communist political movements since 1950, especially during the cultural revolution 1966-76, when arts, culture, religion, and Confucius education were so denied as part of backward and feudal vices. So naturally our small ancestral temple in a mountainous village didn't survive the crazy red guards, as well a large amount of ancestral records, ancestors' portraits and name tablets were burned to ashes.

So after three years' hard work, research and coordination, this new record book was finally published. According to it, our family's oldest record dates back to Han dynasty in 145-168 AD in Henan province along middle reaches of Yellow river. And later one branch of this family migrated to Suzhou, Jiangsu province, in eastern and southern China and lasted 11 generations. And then continued further south and settled down till Song dynasty (10- 13th century) around Xuzhou, north of Zhejiang province.

The clearest and most direct record with my father's particular family branch was from Song dynasty. A real romance as it started. A third son of a high ranking military general came to the southern regions of this province to lobby and collect grain supply to help his father's troop defeat pirates. He happily met and then was admired by a daughter of a rich family in the village. After completing his assignment he decided to marry her and live in the village thereafter.

To me another interesting discovery in the book was: I had a destined official name in this family tree. 希行 possibly means : Xi Hang, 'hopeful achievement' or, 'hopeful travel', dependent on different pronouncement. However my parents didn't take this name from an ancetral book for me, in order to avoid any related feudal hints and thus show to be purified 'red' youth during and even after Mao's times.